Attitude Mix-up

I believe it's that time to vent again. To be honest, I am actually feeling quite calm and relaxed; perhaps a bit hot because of this humid weather, but other than that, I'm feeling not too bad. There have been numerous occasions where my beloved mother or sister would say I am showing "attitude" towards them. Well the truth is, I have no idea what they are talking about. I did not raised my voice nor did I glare at them and yet they try to convince me that I am indeed expressing an attitude towards them. It frustrates me how I am being misunderstood just because I'm not smiling when I speak to them sometimes. I am one of those people who's born with faces that make people feel intimidated when they first see you. I come off as a bitch and I know it. It's only after they spend some time with me do they realize who I really am. I may look like a bitch, but remember what we taught back in elementary school? Looks may be deceiving. Never judge a book by its cover; never judge a person by her looks.

I will admit, though, that I do have an attitude. I do get annoyed easily and I guess sometimes the way I talk just seems rude. But, I mean, I grew up talking this way. This is who I am. I don't see it as an attitude. When I show attitude, it's usually with someone I don't like very much and they keep making ridiculous comments that I don't really need to or want to listen to. It usually happens when I'm annoyed. But recently I have been accused of showing attitude towards my mom when all I did was ask her where the phone is. I don't intentionally speak in an attitude-y way; that's just how I talk. I feel so wronged. I mean, I don't deserve this assumption. It's times like this when I wish I never came home from Shanghai. And then just a while ago, my sister said she hates my attitude. I swear I never showed a second of attitude from the time I woke up, until now. I don't understand where they see it. To be honest, I don't even know why she's upset right now. Because I wouldn't google the two LV clutches or bags that she wants to so desperately get? Sometimes, I myself don't understand the women in my family.

home sweet home

I arrived back in canada about a week or so ago. The plane ride was long and tiring, but well worth it. Shanghai is a beautiful city! and not to mention but the stuff there are ridiculously cheap as well! Ill tell all about my trip with pictures next time. I'm sick, again. So until i feel better, do anticipate my stories in china and my pictures. :)


btw, I've discovered formspring.
http://formspring.me/julieeluu